Seemed that age is getting on. With the frequent flying and staying late night till 3-4am, I felt that I got easier agitated and lost of temper quickly especially when doing mathematics with my girl. Last night, I marked her assessment with the score of 32/100. I was very angry and mad that she had deliberately left many blanks, hopefully there was someone to fill her blank. Her careless does not help, obviously. Mistakes of addition/subtraction/multiplication/division made my heart pounding faster. During my revision to her, I yelled at her at least thrice, repeatedly said that I AM TIRED..... She shed her tears but seemed to be remorse of her terrible irresponsible act (as a student) and offered to do correction on the spot.
However, I cannot cool down even though I have shut my mouth off! I really failed as a father as I am unable to teach the right concepts of mathematics to her. I hated to see my little girl struggle (as she used to be above average in her math till Pri 3).
I really hope that I could have stay in Singapore longer to coach her more.
Sorry, Joaquim!
Love u, daddy
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